a substitution
October 07, 2004, 6:24 pm

I wonder sometimes if the things I did to you was because I enjoy seeing you hurt emotionally.. or maybe it is because you being hurt emotionally would hurt me in the long-run, and I enjoy that..?
Thinking that is really scary..
I mean intending on killing everything good in my life and not realizing it is scary. And I'm still questioning myself about why I did what I did.
I hope it's not because of that.

my || love