what you see vrs what you think
September 09, 2004, 7:02 pm

you'd always say it was so easy to give into my admission of how shitty of a friend i was. how you never really wanted to but eventually did because of how bad i felt.

well i wonder if that's how you still feel.

i wonder if your just putting up with me for now, waiting until the next time i 'screw up', then you'll make me feel guilty, then you'll say you can't take it anymore. you'll push me even further away and make it seem like this whole relationship died because of me. when i was just trying to make the best out of it and in the process of making it better.

but you continue to see things differently.

my || love