im a fucking bitch who deserves nothing but pain
September 14, 2004, 5:47 pm

i dont want to hang out with people who revolve around dramatic situations and try to start fights every chance they get.

maybe you should think about how it's like with me. it isn't worth being sad about. hiding behing a blank face and pretending to care less won't fool anybody.

i do like you, i love and admire everything about you.

i dont mean anything i say if i tell you "you make me wanna fucking die everyday"

that was just another thing i said to push you away. because as much as i want you as my friend, i dont deserve it.

sometimes i need people.

and judging by the hell i went through today, i need you.

i dont know what i was thinking.

my || love